I rarely get called or contacted. It seems outside of work the people that reach out to me are few. James does, Maureen does, Brendan does... That's about it though.

Sometimes I reach out to others in different way. It's as if I am testing the waters to see if others will hear my voice and read my words and know they are masking a broken person.

I wish I had a family I could lean on.

Robbie