Sister OD's on heroin last week.

Mom's birthday was last night.

Just got off phone with her now.

Tells me I should have known to give David my step dad a hand getting in and out of the booth.

Dad tells me I don't talk to him enough even though I talk to him more than I would like see him more than my siblings.

I really would just love to have a family that accepts me and loves me. I try not to be a burden on mine at all. I have supported them. But this is getting crazy. I just want some real support. This is like the hidden backside of my life that just completely sucks ass.

Robbie